Hai nako may mga ibang tao talaga na todo ang imbyerna sa akin.

Nakakainis talaga...hindi ako p ok! kung ano man yun.

May mga ibang tao talaga na feeling and hindi maintindihan kung ano ang nasa isip.

Basta sa mga putang plastic na yan. WAla akong paki alam

Kung sino mag-react ---> guilty ka! kilala mo naman sarili mo eh.

Wala na akong paki sa inyo. shet kayo! haha. get a life.

e2 ang sa inyo! blehhhh!

Basta ayaw ko na...grabe! ibang klase ugali niya noh. bakit kaya? kakainis! stay suplado dapat! be a fighter! kaya ko ito, hindi ako papadala with my emotions.

Kasi naman maliit na bagay lang pinapalaki pa. Ano naman ngayon eh wala namang nangyari dun ah. Hindi naman sumabog sa mukha niya o kung ano man. Argghhhh...Nakakarindi talaga tapos mas magaling pa sa marunong. Bwisit talaga kahit kailan!

I have a friend who told me that people get easily mad at me. I don’t know why he said that. If he only knows most of my friends find me happy-go-lucky and fun to be with. So why did he make such verdict? I was so nice and gentle to that person. Sometimes, I might be childish and kinda weird, that’s because they’re so demanding. In real life, I’m a funny person and easy to go along with. Basahin niyo nalang testimonials ko in friendster para malaman niyo.

“KAPAG SINABING BAWAL, WAG NANG IPAGPILIT ANG GUSTO KASI NOT ALL THE TIME PWEDE”

If there’s a chance and time why not diba?! Tapos sila pa yung parang magagalit and magtatampo.

>“KAPAL NA TALAGA NG MUKHA NG MGA TAO NGAYON, SILA NA NGA YUNG HUMIHINGI NG FAVOR TAPOS GANUN PA ANG IPAPAKITA NILA”.

Kasalanan ko bang ganito ako…INSECURE lang ata kayo eh. Please lang huwag na kayong mainggit kung ano mang meron ako kasi lumalabas na wala kayong pinag-aralan. If you’re a true Christian then don’t be like that kasi hindi naman ganyan ang ugali ng tunay na Kristiyano eh. Don’t judge a book by its cover. Learn how to respect other people.

Hai…Life talaga, anyway, dedma nalang sa mga epot. Pakshet talaga. Ang sarap pala magparinig noh. Thru it, I can express my feelings freely. ü

I have this friend kasi...Let's call him "Toblerone". I met that person in friendster. Toblerone was the one who invited me ok?!, and not me. We became good cyber friends. Time passed by, we realized that my FRIEND - let’s call him “Mr. WHOEVER” was his former batchmate in a school here in Quezon City. After knowing such thing, Toblerone went insane and so ga-ga. He was the “u know” daw kasi of their batch that’s why he wanted to keep his identity a SECRET.

One time, all of us (ME, Toblerone, and Mr. Whoever) were online in Yahoo Messenger, so what I did is to invite them in a conference then Toblerone refused to. That is the start of Toblerone’s medieval attitude towards me. I apologized many times yet still his heart is full of pride and passion of the chocolate, wahaha.

Toblerone has no idea of who “Mr. WHOEVER” is. Because “Mr. WHOEVER” told me not to reveal his identity to Toblerone. And so I followed his instruction. But Mr. Whoever didn’t stop telling me stories about Toblerone, like of being a nerd and pepper man?!

After a month, there I saw Toblerone again in ym, I was so curious why is his status like this “Stay Away From Me”, basta something like that. I asked him nicely without any contradictions then he suddenly answered me back in a rude way. He was like making palabas na siniraan ko siya, sinira ko buhay niya or whatsoever fucking shit!

Since I’m a fighter and will not allow things like that to happen to me, I erased and forgot him totally. I learned that he was such a FUCKWIT and DIMWIT!

KASI NAMAN YUNG IBA DIYAN NA PAKSHET, TALO PA SI BOY ABUNDA WHEN IT COMES TO MAKING CHISMIS. SANA MASAYA KA NA, HUWAG KA NA MAGKAILA DAHIL ALAM KO NA KUNG SINO KA, PAKSHET KA!

Anyway, I don't care about them anymore. They are just my f*cking cyber friends, an illusion and not for reality.

1.) What is your real name?

=== For Security Reasons, I’ll just give my Chinese Name - “Chen Jie Min” ok ba? Proud to be one, hehe.

2.) How old are you?

=== Seventeen, not the magazine ah!

3.) How many are you (in the family?) (Father Side?) (Mother Side?)

=== Daisy Siete! , 34 cousins plus their parents, tamad na ako magbilang! Arghh.

4.) Do you have a cellphone? What model? And your past cellphone units.

=== Yes, 3650. My past cellphones are Ericson (when I was grade 4 and 5), Nokia 3210 (Grade 6 and 1st year) Nokia 8250 and Nokia 8890 (2nd year) , Nokia 5510 and Nokia 6510 (3rd year), Samsung V200 and Nokia 3650 (4th year to present) dami ba? The others were broken, sold, stolen and thrown away.

5.) How much do you value your fashion sense?

=== Very Important. Everytime I go out I always make sure to be attractive and physically fit. I avoid wearing clothes which I already used//wore before. Vain diba?

6.) Did you have any relationship before?

=== Uhmm..None so far coz’ I’m a bi*tch and swinger. But I had a couple of flings.

7.) First Kiss? Experience?

=== Secret! Awww!

8.) Have you ever tried modelling before?

=== Yah! And I’m sure It wouldn’t be the last.

9.) Did you hate somebody just because you have feelings with that person?

=== Yes, The name is P or A or whatever.

10.) What’s your dream someday?

=== My dream is to live in U.S.O.A or maybe Europe and have billions and billions of dollars. I also want to help poor people especially the orphans. (naiiyak na ako! Haha. )

11.) Got drunk? When?

=== Last 2003, At the acoustic showdown of Jimmy and Nyoy in Ratsky. Damn, On a high talaga!

12.) Do you snore?

=== Definitely not!

13.) Rate yourself

=== 0! wahaha.

The End. ü

At last, I have graduated from High School. So college na, new life and people. I just hope na I will fit in sa school na papasukan ko. As to my fellow batchmates naman, Thanks a lot for the memories. I will treasure them forever and no one can replace them. Di ko talaga kayang i-express my true feelings about my batch. It is kinda masakit to depart from the people I have been with since KIndergarten. It really hurts....(minsan hindi).

Hindi lang talaga maiiwasan yung mga taong plastic and fuckwit. Aaminin ko na many people in our batch has a bad attitude. Considering that we are studying in a "Christian School" tapos ganyan mga ugali. GRABE!!! Lalo na yung "ANO KO THAT NIGHT". Sobrang nakakabuwisit! Demanding! Chaka!
On the other hand...........................
Naging part na kayo ng life ko. Finishing this chapter is just a beginning of another road to take. I learned that we should spend our lives to the fullest. Congratulations to all of us and always remember to put God first. "We remember all the times we had together and as our lives change from whatever, we will still be FRIENDS FOREVER. ü THANX THANX THANX..LOVE YOU ALL!

what a day!
A while ago, when I was driving in Edsa going to Ayala, the police men signed me to stop and I'm sure all of you know what it means. Hai nako! Kakainis, he told me and my mom na bawal ang mag-cross dun sa may continous yellow lane. Who knows ba? Di naman me taga-Makati eh. So sabi ng mom ko kung pwede give us the chance for now kasi I just got my new license and it will be hard for us to retrieve it pa. Gusto ko na nga ipakita ung NBI badge ng dad ko na nasa car kaya lang baka di lumusot kasi wala siya dun. Kaya what my mom did was to give money nalang in exchange of not getting my license. Swerte nga ung policeman na yun kasi instead of getting 100 pesos lang 500 pesos ang binigay ng mom ko! Wala na kasi siyang barya kaya ayun.
Based on that experience, I learned na our system here in our country is dirty yet you can benefit from it naman sometimes. Gosh! First time ko rin yan noh! Kaya next time alam ko na ang gagawin.
After that, me and my mom laughed and she doesn't want me to tell my dad kasi sure na magagalit yun.
So we decided to forget it nalang and pumunta na kami ng g4 to buy my Bergamo suit na Php 10 thou. for our grad ball and di pa kasama dun ung polo and pants na pinagawa pa in the same store.
Grabe talaga, okay lang naman ung nangyari kasi marami din silang nahuli and nakotongan! wahahaha.

Last night, Friday March 6, 2004. I went to Basement Bar in Eastwood City with some of my FRIENDSTERS! It was so exciting because there's a foam party there. I love FOAM PARTIES! Wet aNd Wild But I didn't get wet. I refused to go in to the center of the bar where it is so wet and full of bubbles. I don't have any extra clothes that's why. I can see that the people are enjoying so much. AS for me, I stayed beside my seat and drank my ERG and danced with my friends with the rythm of R&B music! Damn, I'm gonna miss that time. Hope that there would be more foam parties. So the party ended there for us. We went to Starbucks to catch some coffee and talk for a while. Then it was 2:00 already when we left the place. HAiii....What a night! ü

Hai..I'm really bored right now. This is always the scenario here in my room whenever I don't have any gimiks and activities.
So what I did was to upload one of my graduation pics and for people to see.
Look into the picture then spot the difference. Something Fishhyyy. Hehe.
I miss friendster and my special friends. Oh yeah! I forgot that I have a date tomorrow night. Wow! Here I go again. Now that I already have a non-pro license then I can bring my own car na! ang saya-saya noh! Roadtrip! Racing! Lahat na! Pump and Grind! ü

Then there was silence in my mind....
Can't think of the reasons why...
Many chance were missed...
Sayang...Sayang...Sayang...If only.
Living in the midst of it.
Here goes...

It has been one month now since the last Cheering Competition was held in our school. I can still remember the particular event that gave my batch hopes and pride of winning BUT fate changed our dreams. Sad thing was that we lost and not only that, we were criticized! I still can't think of a reason why our cheering squad didn't get the 1st place yet our stunts and overall routine was great and better among the others. Considering it was a college level cheering routine. I know it is not right to be "mayabang" but It is the TRUTH!

Totoo naman na maganda talaga ang routine ng 4th year compare sa iba. HINDI BA NILA MAINTINDIHAN IYON?! GetZ nYo na? Getz kO na. Ahhhh..Seniors pa rin ang WINNER. And on the record na yan ng school na itong batch na ito SENIORS 03-04 ang tanging nakagawa ng mga kakaibang stunts and pyramid. Mayroon ba sila nun? WALA!

Saka masasabi ko lang dun sa isang "TEACHER" na nagsabing matatalo kami even if we practice a million times, WELL SIGE! nanalo ka! nakuha mo ang gusto mo! But all I can say is, hindi pa tayo tapos. Sana maging masaya ka to the rest of your life. And always remember na babalik din sa iyo lahat ng mga masasamang bagay na ginawa mo sa batch namin. Promise yan! Nakakahiya ka. Christian ka pa naman! Tapos ganyan ugali mo! Plastik! Mayabang! Si God nalang bahala sa iyo. (AYAAW KO)

"YOU MAY BE SUCCESSFUL AND FULL OF KNOWLEDGE BUT MORALLY AND SOCIALLY, LOSER KA!" AS IN BIG "L"

Yes, this is just a competition, everyone should be a good sport and play fair. What I cannot take is that you will backstabb us and say that our routine wasn't good at all! Well, tignan lang natin. Halika dito at ipapakita ko sa iyo ang cheering namin sa video. Let's see baka lang maglaway ka at manghinayang na we are more deserving than your BRATTS!

I would also like to comment about "ISAIAH" - Kung sa tingin mo pretty ka, nagkakamali ka. Look at yourself kung malinis kang tignan. You might be smart and genious pero hmmm...isn't it that "Experience is the best teacher" and I play much better than you in volleyball. Also regarding your "name", I just hope na sana kahit papaano GIVE SOME RESPECT KASI BIBLE CHARACTER YUN EH. See you in the future baka...wahahaha.

As to my fellow batchmates - Yup! Aaminin ko na until now di ko pa rin talaga matanggap na talo tayo sa cheering. Nasayang yung mga efforts natin. Also during the practices, napansin ko na mas lalo tayong na-bonded with each other and I know especially to the rest of the guys na masakit din para sa inyo na talo tayo. I would like to say thanx to meo, terence and arma who taught us a lot in our routines kahit na minsan mahirap and may misunderstandings. At least, na-reach natin ang expectations nila diba.

Always remember na they won based on the decision of 3 people only. Compare mo naman sa lahat ng tao na nagsasabi na tayo talaga ang deserving na manalo at hindi sila.

I wrote this blog because the HEAT or INTENSITY still burns in my heart. It was very hard for me to accept the fact na talo tayo. But for me, WE ARE THE WINNER! Nadaan lang kasi sa costume and EK-EK! The spirit of our batch is still alive and kicking. Never ito mawawala.

Sana lang nga mag-cooperate tayo for our one and only graduation ball. Kung alam niyo lang how important ito to all of us. This is the last kaya make the most out of it na. We are willing to help the others naman eh.

So now, I will really appreciate if you guys will make a comment to this journal. Okay lang kahit ano as long as na mayroon. Express yourself just as what I did coz' we are in a democratic country and freedom of speech is not prohibited. Goodluck to all of you in college and kita-kita sa mcdo, taft! wahaha. ciao mga friendships. ü